Well, I'm fairly certain I'll be majoring in Creative Writing. I'm also fairly certain that I won't get my application in befor Oct. 1. I don't know which branch has my records (and they like to trade them every now and again cuz I don't go to either regularly), I don't know who to talk to about getting an interview with my Branch President, and I'm scared to death to talk to the Branch President in person about getting aan interview cuz my mom says that's not the way to do it. If only there was a poster with this stuff on it. I can barely keep track of stuff in my daily life! So, BYUI is off again. I need to earn more money anyways, I guess. Although I think I actually have to be going full-time in the Winter to stay on my parents' insurance. Dang. I really know how to screw things up. And I can't go to my friend Emily's wedding. My mom just laughs at me or scolds me every time I say I want to go. And I don't understand my family's financial situation. My mom is talking to my dad about cutting back our phone and cell services, and switching to satellite. But she wants me to go to a dermatologist, and they're planning a trip around Christmas to go snowboarding and skiing. I don't get it. Oh, and I'm not going to church today cuz I'm too afraid. I just love being home. Not.